hey not been on for ages...........

very sorry been living on anafriends, i tend to flit between here and there right now its all about there

im very ill, my whole body aches feels like lead feel very sick everypart of my body hurts 

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take care everyone xxx

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes its the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, I will try again tomorrow.

 me in a size 6 top ? my thighs touch but i hope its cause my jeans are baggy

so went out last night got extreamly drunk was out with my ex ? i think i have mentioned him about being so in love with him but yeh so me my best mate all went out and my mate martin was out i basically got with neil...... IT WAS AMAZING but

marting got stressed about it and was texting me

"hey i no this may sound crude but that girl at he bar made me relise i would like to be more than just friends with u x"

there was a really annoying girl who was omg your so made for each other you would make a great couple for like TEN MINS  i kid you not

"thank you" ( he seen me kissing neil i think)

"well i mean thank you for nothing"

"thanks for letting me know where i stand with you"

umm  i dunno ...... i was talking to 2 girls in the toilet and they were like  .... its you i was like .... * blank vacant expression* ok ? omg i remeber you you said i had really thin legs haha

i also heard martins mates slag me off " omg look how thin she is thats disgusting"

so yes then neil was like your very thin your eating disorder thin you have lost so much weight since i first met you, about 6lbs (im short) and i have lost that lol so in the whole i feel ok thanks girlies

xxx

convo with a mate

I fancy you largely becos I know you and that counts for a lot

Anyone else I would be repulsed by how skinny you are